Empty book

I hurry through the empty pages
Looking at the many faces
What have I done with my life.
I feel as though it's been reaped by a scythe

My heart reaps what it has sow
If only I could've known
The pages would be thrown far below
What I reap is what I'll sow

Many years I've never known
What the pages could have hold
I left it there without a word
Never will this ever be heard
Because inside I know is all absurd

 what I reap Is what i'll sow
And all those pages will never be shown.

I have reaped what I had sowed...

Burning all the faces and the past that I've known.

What was sent to me...

Can't you see I love you?
Even from a distance
The signs are everywhere
Take this one for instance

I stood across the hall
And didn't say a word
You turned and looked though
As if my thoughts you heard

I just kept on looking
And I know I saw you smile
I felt my heart leap
Haven't seen one in a while

Every day I tell you
What you mean to me
Every time you say the same
We both wish we could be

And yet every now and then
After you talk with him
You pass me by in the halls
Making my hopes grow dim

I wish that you'd just leave him
But I guess thats just absurd
I know I can be better though
I hope you trust my word

Not a word you mutter
Not even under your breath
I feel the pain within me
Leaving me cold as death

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