mixed thoughts on paper

The first time I met you
I remember your voice
I remember your name
Because I wrote it over and over until I got it straight
You talked to me
I ignored you
But in those moments my heart really flew

Years went by
We got older
You never noticed the feelings
I shouldered

The more I knew you the more I loved
The less time I had to shake it off and run

Unnoticed feelings
Unbelievingly
Then I was leaving

All those years
Then I left your side
I still remember
You never cried
You didn't care
Not even a bit
Not even when I cried for it

I was gone
Separated
It's gods way of telling me we werent fated

Now I sit here and sigh
About the guy
Who never cried
When I left from his side

A piece of soul was taken from me
Where it went
Is a mystery

And even though I wanted it bad
It would have been so much better if I never had.