What was sent to me...

Can't you see I love you?
Even from a distance
The signs are everywhere
Take this one for instance

I stood across the hall
And didn't say a word
You turned and looked though
As if my thoughts you heard

I just kept on looking
And I know I saw you smile
I felt my heart leap
Haven't seen one in a while

Every day I tell you
What you mean to me
Every time you say the same
We both wish we could be

And yet every now and then
After you talk with him
You pass me by in the halls
Making my hopes grow dim

I wish that you'd just leave him
But I guess thats just absurd
I know I can be better though
I hope you trust my word

Not a word you mutter
Not even under your breath
I feel the pain within me
Leaving me cold as death

-....

 Contradictions:

There is nothing more that i hate than hypocrites (such as a certain person). He's always saying " Don't stray from the 'right' path and to always listen to his guidance. but i find it harder and harder to obey because he himself has stayed form the 'right' path and went 'left' (hypothetically). Why should i listen to someone who went all 'left' before i was even born? it makes no sense. He says all you need in life are he basics such as being polite, respectful, hard working, intelligent, etc...
he says if you see a good person applying to you with no education and is willing to learn and there is a person who likes to trick people but has all the education needed and more. he said a boss would pick the first person because they wouldn't betray him like the second. hes right but in the real world the person with the best education requirements always win. i not saying it's impossible but slim. i want to say something but i cant. he never lets me. or i don't let myself. all that comes out is "yeah you're right...". maybe me myself am a hypocrite.

Before Weak:

All the babies that i came across in my life have always brought joy to those who bore them and around them. but why does when baby appear who isn't born yet bring me so much sadness and pain? I shouldn't care. well... at least i thought i didn't but when it all comes down to me plainly. I'm really weak and ill minded.
weak because i have no voice, no thoughts, no appearance, no words, no confidence, pride or ant strong points. I'm just weak. Is it normal to be this way?

-- FANFICTION -- 

Hello Everybody , how are you? i just wanted to share some amazaing fanfiction storys if your intto that:) so please visite the links, review and do everything you can to show support :D so im going to give you the name of the story the summery and links. trufully if you want you can just glance at the story just to help out but you'll be missing out :P

1. Love game

Love game! reviews

Lucy is sent to summer class on a island.As soon as she set foot on the island she gets ambushed by the creepy, pedophile capitan but is saved by a masked man who dresses her up as a male student.What will she do when she finds out that there's a rule?

Fairy Tail - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 15,336 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 6/29/2012 - Published: 3/12/2012 -Lucy H. & Natsu D. - Complete

2. Love lust

Love lust reviews

Maka has been in love with soul for years then one day she comes home and finds him kissing blair.what will she think?

Soul Eater - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 9,926 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 3/7/2012 - Published: 2/21/2012 -Maka A. - Complete

3. Preluded feelings

Preluded Feelings reviews

Sunako the wall flower of darkness who hates everything bright but there is only one thing that she hates more, is one word that made her never want to love again. And it doesn't help that she starts to feel weird around Kyouhei and a monster wants her.

Wallflower - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,260 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 11/26/2012 - Published: 5/8/2012 - Sunako N. & Kyouhei T.

4.Anything For You

Anything For You reviews

Chihiro would do anything to remember a certain turquoise haired boy...Even playing into the hands of evil. But what if it's all for nothing and he doesn't even remember a single thing about her? that is only half of the madness that's about to unfold in this mystical world...

Spirited Away - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,138 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6/9/2013 - Published: 2/20/2013 - Chihiro O. & Kohaku N.

5.Only one shot

Only One Shot

Liz just fot rejected by the guy she was crushing on for years. but one day she meets a mysterious guy with beautiful yellow eyes who randomly says he wants her. What will she do when she's caught between a death-ly love triangle?

Soul Eater - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,429 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-20-12 - Elizabeth T./Liz & Death The Kid - Complete

 

6.Snowflake In the Sand

Snowflake In The Sand reviews

Prologue: I remember like it was yesterday. The bloodshed, the tainted thoughts and visions of gore as well as slaughter. And before I even realized I had killed them with my own two hands. Then there was a beautiful prince who shared one of my only names, Murderer.

Soul Eater - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,197 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6/23/2013 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Maka A. & Soul Eater

PLEASE READ AND MAKE REVIEWS. IT WOULD MAKE ME SOOOOOOO HAPPY  :D
HERES THE LINK. THANK YOU

 http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2630200/Haruyuki19

(just click the story you want to see on this page by the name, ty)

6 to life (You are as dead to me as i am to you)

Five years of waiting, thinking that it was all fated,

This was the 6th so how could I've missed,

I never learn,

Now I want all those memories to burn,

5 years of waiting,

6 comes without failing,

Your mind is out of this world,

But yet you still give flowers to other girls,

Except me...

I'm something you cant see,

But you even refused to set me free,

And I cant breath,

When you break my heart of steal,

You don't feel,

Because I'm nothing to you,

I was such a fool,

Now I'm old and grey, as God threatens to take me away,

What was the delay?, 

You just stand there with nothing to say,

but I do,

"You're 6 years too late"

16 years of waiting, memories of you can never be faded,

I just can't make it,

I moved on...

-Animexox  :)

Under this big blue sky 

Under this big blue sky we all have secrets....

What if I had a secret,
But I couldn't tell,
A secret that only I know well,

It burns deep within my soul,
Casts fire to the very core,
You don't know what I got in store,
Whisperers of friends, wanting more...

Well I got a secret,
But I'll never tell,
Only one secret that I know very well.

                                         -Animexox19